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Sunday, January 29, 2012 11:10 AM
HELLO!!!
its been a super long time since i have posted !! cause i have been having too much fun playing !!!!!!!!!
did many many stuffs this holidays..
lols.
radiance sleepover !!!
cny visiting !!!
4m gatherings !!
europe trip !!
1st dec!!
xav bbq!!
jon bbq!!
lynn bbq!!
ice skating !!
dance outing at sentosa!!
dinners with siling !!
results posted !!
and laaastly ... USS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PLUS SLEEPOVER !!
like almost everyday is booked up !
some days even divided into different sections to meet different people !!
radiance sleepover was damn cool !!
its like we stayed up until 6/5 ?? and just talked about everything and anything !!
then we brushed teeth together LOL.
while i painted my nails a pastor colour LOL.
but it was just very very cool and nice to just relax and spend time !!
at first we didnt know what to do !!!
but time just went on and on and somehow !! it became damn fun !!
i even forgot what we did LOL
played rumi-O which is closely related to mahjong ..
explaining why radiance was dam addicted to it LOL
and it was fun !!
also played guess who !!
2 people daidi !!
next time should play speed !
and talked a lot !!
until i fell asleep LOL
very very cool bonding day ..!
was a bit sad and happy that i was going to ice skate the next day !!
and omg ice skating was dam cool
at first i was scared like mad LOL
gripping on to the sides every second .
idk how the gay vernice... SKATED LIKE CRAZY ONCE SHE ENTERED THE RING LOL
only leaving me and joey at the sides like noobs hahas.
cheryl was there !! and she really helped us along with her friend.
who is from RJC whoaa!!
then somehow i managed to .. get the hang of it ..!!
and skated without holding !! and more comfortable !!
and like just the sensation of skating on the ice rink was A DAM GOOD FEELING LOL
like just so free and happy and smoothe !!
feeling the wind LOL
there were many pros pros like dam pro people there too !!
they were so pro they motivated me to do better in ballet LOL
ver and joey fell quite a few times !!
i didnt fall at all !! until ...
LOL
joey kinda used me as a balance!!!!
hahaha and we both fell !!!
it was like the way u hold hands side by side while skating ...
then she suddenly lost balance. and used me as a counter balance.LOL
until i was off balance !
and i fell !!
and pulled her a long with me LOL .
BUT IT WAS KINDA DAMN FUN !!
tho my clean record was blemished cause of her!! grr ..
:D
joey really scared me by remaining on the floor shivering without getting up !!
even after me and ver went to her she just knelt on the floor and kept shaking LOL
clutching her spine ..
and then ... PRINCE CHARMING APPEARED !!
LOL AND HELPED JOEY !!
WHO STILL REFUSED TO FOLLOW PRINCE CHARMING GUIDANCE LOL
AND FINALLY SHE GOT UP AFTER HE OFFERED HIS HAND !!
it was dam cool and romantic.
LOL the image is like... imprinted in my mind now and forever .
the guy was damn sweet and caring !! not very shuai .. but character very good LOL .
anyway that i could say was the climax of the trip . plus the sensation of skating itself !!
joey and ver both had .. problems uncomfortable feeling after the skating .
joey had rash and ver had a bad bad headache !!
only leaving me with !!! healthy HAHAHA.
so we didnt talk much on the journey home.
but it was still very fun !!!!!
omg i typed so long about ice skating.
jon xav lynn bbq was fun as usual . and lotsa food !! and just fun and hyper !!
very very happy !!!
just eating and playing and talking !!
even at jon house also coontinue !!
i still remember i smashed the cake onto jons face LOL
and the prep work for the bbqs!!
making of the damn good sambal prawn OMG
and shopping for the food.
and bbq mashmallow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and just very very very happy !!!
me and elson fighting over xav too LOL
and i am damn excited for my bbq !!!! :D:D:D
oh yeah
as for schools ..
acjc is my first choice and nyjc my second !!
i dont mind if i go to either schools LOL
cause even tho acjc seems like a better n nearer school ..
nyjc have always been my dream school !!!! LOL
so i just leave it up to faith !!!
im just damn damn determind to study hard !!
i joined ballet too !!
had my first ballet class yesterday !!
is was so tiring ..!! my legs feel like lead now !!
but i am damn determind to do well in ballet too !!!
i dont care how much pain or fatigue i will feel anymore !!!
i just wanna do well !!!!!
and it felt as if i have come home again :) after my first class...
somehow i feel that i really missed ballet ..
tho now my dance standard have dropped after a year ..
THIS WILL NOT HINDER MY PROGRESS !!
INSTEAD.. IT LEAVE A GREATER ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT !!!!
WHICH YL CAN DO !!!
HELL YEAH !!
dinners with siling.. every dinner was always always always filled with laughter and nonstop chatting LOL
idk how we do it ..
its damn fun and refreshing !!
oh yeah!
i really enjoyed all all the visitings !!!
its like seeing your relatives and spending time with them is cool!!!
for my dad side it has always been damn .. enjoyable.. and filled with lots and lots of FOOOOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
visited many houses with my cousins !!
i still remember we ate so much cny snacks in all the houses .. until my whole big family .. including my ahma and ahgong.. didnt eat dinner !! cause was very full !!!
for my mama side .. i dont know why .. when i came in i alr felt very happy !!
it felt a bit like coming home !!
and idk why LOL
then like seeing all the familiar faces ..!!
then i felt happy and kinda hyper a bit on my own LOL.
as usually we played games !! now through play station !!
there was fighting games .. shooting .. more fighting games LOL.
playing and talking ..
then then the coolest part of it was the game uncharted!!!!!!!!!!
SO COOL. like watching a movie .!!
my cousin played !! he is damn pro at the game LOL.
about this guy who was in this secret mission ..!! kinda sabo !! and at times on the brink of death!!
and like the adventure and everything super cool !! heart stopping. jaw dropping adventure !!
i was really into the whole game like a show !!
like every mistake the guy makes then i suck in a deep breath for him !!!
LOL . and just very very addictive !!
the comments my cousin made was also damn funny LOL like comic relief to the suspense !!!
:D :D
then came ... 4M GATHERING AT SILING HOUSE !!
im sure all of us had that fear ..!!!
the fear that things will go awry ..
but it didnt !! and it was damn fun !!
started with once we entered the house . . lester started the gambling thing !! then everyone gambled !!
then we ate steamboat and 'lau-ed' it !!!
and just shoot each other across the table !! made random jokes !!
added lotsa veggies !! n other food .. and sotong !! n prawn !!!
and just had fun eating together !!!
next was kinect !!!!!!!! while others gambled !!!
also very very fun and very high !!
next was bridge !! and MY LUCK WAS DAMN AWESOME .. won almost every round !!!
and i announced that if i won i will go gamble for the first time EVER in my life !!!
and i did LOL by a close shave !!
and i went gamble !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn high and thrilling LOL.
at first i won 2 bucks !! then i lost 4 bucks !! so overall i lost $2 !!
but i swear it was the happiest $2 i have lost LOL
just like the thrill of the whole game ! fighting against banker !!
playing with money is fun LOL. but i controlled myself !! :D
went back kinect then sent lester home !!
next we all sat at the table and one group played bridge again the other play asshole daidi !!
i rised and upgraded and downgraded !!
chime is an excellent king !!!!!!!!
LOL.
coolest part would be the group slapjack !!
all of us had around 6 cards to play !!!
and the 10 of us just pay together !!!!!
very very fun !!
after that went lot one to makan dinner ..!! ATE CREPES :D :D
felt a bit sad about leaving everyone ..
and then rushed to airport !!
sent my uncle off back to USA !! :(
i kinda enjoyed the time with him !!
omg i havent posted about uss and sleepover yet .
gotta go bai nian!!
collest money LOL
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 12, 2012 9:33 PM
ok i know ive been withholding many many things from here long in enough
LOL
ba ba ba dam dam !!!!!
CHIANG CHIANG !!!
QIAAAAAAAAAAANG !!!
traDITional chinese music to announce the reveal of my l1r5 ...
CHIANG CHIANG CHANG ...
i got .....
7 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9 RAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
anyway. that reaction above was the later reaction to my results
my very first reaction was..
guilt.
pure guilt.
i felt that i have stolen the results of my friends .
my 4m friends... many of them should really have scored better than me.
cause throughout the past 2 years.. they always always own me.
and they were my aim.
i was laggin behind and trying desperately to catch up.
barring myself from tele was only one part of it.
eating while studying
crying day and night
pasting a large notice on my door to remind my family not to shout.
asking questions to joey and lynn whenever i had one straight away.
going to school to ask again .
meeting teachers privately bombing them with compiled questions and papers to mark.
asking questions in class .
having 2-3 tutions.
scribbling a single word for over 10times just to memorise it.
studying mentally as i revise all the info on my way to school and back. while i brush teeth and bathe. whenever i have nothing to do.
it paid off .
but never in my life i would ever dream that .. my score could actually be lower than my friends.
i cant believe it. even now i cant.
i even apologised to one of them LOL
it like feel so stupid to outsiders about how i felt for those that .. dont get it .
my friends were crying all around me in the hall .
and even when theyre not . i know they feel miserable .
and i felt so dam helpless and undeserving .
i have never ever ever ever ever ever in my life. thought that i could get 7
and i have neverx 10 . thought that i could reach them .
in any case. i think that led to the flurry of tears later on .
LOL
so rad was quite sad.. then we went to look for margret..
but she wasnt there :( i miss her !!!
in the end met mr tan and rad got advice from ms teo .
LOLi feel very happy now cause just talked to siling
me and ver gonna teach her how to dance LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im looking forward to it
A LOT
LOL
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A VIDEO
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont be so bad
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
okok back to story.
so i went down stairs and saw ver reine huiting.
on my way walking there or smth.. i met the .. school uncle cleaner ..
mr tang?
then he told me like he sick for 2 weeks
everyday of his life.. just go home alone . nobody or family is there..
and like his pay is $900 a month
and he said bye to me and is happy that ive graduated tho i wont be there to say bye uncle! and ''chi fan le ma?'' and very few ppl like.. talk to him .
and
i just cried LOL
like TBT alr
tahan so long
i will miss commonwealth and the teachers and the auntie uncles.
everything..
oh yeah im quite happy that ..
mrs loh read my card and was very very touched until she cried !!!
and she told siling about it !!
i will miss her a lot !!
shes like my second mama there .. always there for me !!!
see my cry in school like.. so many times .
so unglam and everything.
LOL
anyway !! on to happier things !!
i just cant believe i have to chance to go aj and acjc and ny
and i actually can decide between all 3 ..
even in earlier posts i said ny was my dream school !!
and everything worked out fine ..
its like..
feel happy that stuffs paid off ..
i think that.. it might be cause i was devastated by my prelim 2 results.
and i swore to myself i will improve.
and studied dam hard after that ..
its like the returning of papers for prelim 2 is unforgetable ..
like.. it was so so so bad.
i cried so much cause all my marks was. beyond hope.
and i just.. lost confidence.
24 points for l1r5 LOL
how to ... pick myself up?!
but somehow i did.
and for the 3 retest... i managed to get a1 for all three papers and decreased until 16 !
and got study leave.. which wasnt much of a leav cause i went school for consultations.
and mugged at home.
oh yeah
i also learnt that ultimately.. whats most important is the day itself.
never ever ever get over confident.
cause nobody gives a shit about how u did for prelim. its the day that counts.
so study until u can answer everything !!
okok enough about that
yesterday and today afternoon i was overwhelmed with ... questions .
to myself LOL
like many many many
which school to go ?
where ?
why ?
environment?
people
and i finally decided.
1. acjc
2. nyjc
3. aj
4. pj
why?
cause the rumors is true to only some ppl ..
and acjc has results and good environment !
aj overall results might be good.
theyre best in maths.
which can be learn through practice .. like a lot a lot of practice..
worst in general paper.
which is super important.
plus its stressful
nanyang.
i would go.. but i want to put myself in smarter environment so i will feel pressure .
so i decided that ..
no matter what
my dream school
my dream future.
it is NUS
and i know i can get there .. as long as i continue to study harder.
i know nanyang and acjc are play hard schools ..
and so . i am prepared to play hard in school and have lotsa fun.
but everynight.. at least study 3 hours . to 4 hrs.
for my future.
this way i can be happy and get results for sure..
let the more relaxed environment .. charge me up for studying or something .
ultimately . its Alevels
playing doesnt get you anywhere !
im like just one step away from my dream..
i just hope the teachers there can help me ..
tho i also dont want to have a miserable school life !! like i dont want to fele so pressured and sick of the environment..
full of tears LOL
i want to do my best in studies no matter what.
dont waste this chance im given..
OKAY YEHLIN U CAN DO IT !! FOR NUS !!!!
oh yeah i wanted to mention .
through this olevel results thing. i reconnected with a lot of ppl !!
and met a lot of ppl in open houses !!
i think its dam cool LOL
met amelia celeste regena zeyi and one more girl LOL
during all the visits to jc open houses yesterday !!!
felt abit like cckps feeling LOL
also met the 2/1 ppl !!
qianyi songlin yemin chunglok
cheryl jian yong sathya
then met jie rou
and also met VER AND CHLOE !!
hahas sat down and talked a while !!
ahh ..
HEHEHE I JOGGED 2.72KM TODAY !!! after like 6 months of no exercise or smth!!
okok felt very happy and cool
via sms and fb also talked to jingci nickson siewyi andrea lina shafiq
and made calls to siling radiance xavier jonathan reine and like many many many ppl and kept multi tasking talking to different ppl !!!
so yup !!
quite cool !!
okok BYEEE !!
Monday, January 9, 2012 12:02 AM
hi !!
today went lynn cousins house, paul. with lynn !!
plus zach. james and supposingly khim !!
but khim fell asleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas
i think i like knowing lynn family inside out le HAHAHAHA
as in not like their.. everything.
but like know them and they know me !!!
so anyway the 5 of us played halo !!!
using two xbox console!!!
the older. me lynn paul. vs the younger . zach james
hahas it was dam dam fun
and like exciting !!
cause play with 4 others and play in groups !!!
then just kill kill kill
then we went down stairs and just laughed at each other about the game !
when i finished .. it was alr like 6pm !!!!
LOL
dam late..
then...
james suggested we play hide and seek !!
it seemed childish but it was dam fun to play in a semi D !!!
hahas my hiding places were quite cool !!!
most thanks to paul ..
we played 4 rounds !!
first one i hid underneath those bed with another bed underneath that can roll out..
then i rolled the bottom bed out a bit and hid in the black hole underneath!!!!
hahas it was dam hot but i won !!!
then next next
i hid in a dam open location just behind a bed
and i lost !!!
hahas then became the seeker .
then seek zach lynn and james
zach and james hide in a big cupboard at opposite sides.
then when i caught zach and opened james side..
james still stay still and act blur and i saw his feet LOL
next was in the car outside
then also..
on the bed with all the blankets cushions cover !!!
i won again !!!
then the stupid paul and james attacked LOL
idiots
but the whole thing was super super fun..
until i didnt even have time to take a single photo
like... it was too happy
paul me lynn just sat on the sofa and talk about olevels and school after that ..
then time to go find my parents..
on my way home.. i accidentally met yanting
and like didnt feel like saying hi so i just listen in her conver LOL
she and her friend also talked about Os ..
bout particular answers and stuffs
and i really didnt know how their memory so good LOL
yanting even said '' i thought the answer was 5 ohms''
anyway from that very second it finally dawned on me how great this whole issue is ..
like .... the magnitude of it...
the whoooole singapore.
wow
ok im dam dam scared scared for tmr
like dam
hahas
butterflies even now
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 6, 2012 11:43 AM
I FEEL SO HIGH AND HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
very very happy
i met siling for dinner last last last night ~!!!!!
and the closeness and the nonstop talking was dam funny .
sharing same interests ..
going popluar to be a cheapskate and read magazines LOL
shopping for clothes in lot one randomly
going to watson to look for makeup stuffs
hahas .
it was exactly the same as that day... the second last day of olevels
just that this time we dont have Os anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha
okay im feelig dam happy .
the next day after that ...
i think 4th jan
went to meet lynn !!!!!!
OMG WE TALKED A LOT TOO
hahas told her so many stuffs .
like it has been so long since i bonded with her !!!!
and like we talk and laugh and complain about the heat
lynn house is also a cute HEAVEEEN
theres like 2 babies
3 dogs
which are all DAM CUTE LOL
but her house have many many ppl living inside
13 people !!!!!!!
plus before that i also met paul and his dad and his maid .
so i like met 16 people !!!!!!!!!!!LOL
and like i was dam shy duh
but eventually it was okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very very very cool!!!!
and like bonded a loot ..
enjoying end of Os like crazy hahahahaha
meeting her this sun too !!!
oh yeah
i also went back school !!!!!!!!!!
and when i went into the canteen i just like ..
reflect..
every location . all the memories there...
ahhh i miss it .
the lib
the parade square
the canteen every table diff locations
self study
night study
recess
consultation
the stall auntie uncle
birthday celebration
after ccas
pe lessons
spot checks
okok and many many many more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss it a looot !!!!!!
yesterday i also had bonding !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D
then...
today gonna celebrate XAVIER BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH
BBQ SIOL
anyway im super late
but i dont care
hahas i think later will be fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then tmr going 4m girls !!!!!!!!!!!!!
then 8th jan meet lynn again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then 9.... RESULTSSSSSSS
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
hahahahahahaha
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Labels: I
Sunday, January 1, 2012 4:10 PM
oh yeah
i shall pen down my schdule for keepsake
27 dance outing
28 morning bakua then 4m girls
29 morning rad lynn bday party night siling andrea
30 house packing
31 pool w andrea andrew digene movie with fam
1 packing again LOL marche
2 jonny jinggy lynn xav
3 pork
4 lynn
5 blank
6 dog party?
im quite enjoying hehe :D
3:36 PM
hi. its the new year
im chern yeh lin from graduaTED class of 4m in commonwealth secondary school. i am here to announce that in this post i shall monologue about myself.
this post would be extremely boring . But who cares? im in the mood .
ive been taking medicine to keep myself awake. and i have no clue why do i even feel so sleepy in the first place. almost everyday im waking up grumpy cause ... i think i have slept way beyond my own capacity. my bio teacher told me that oversleeping will cause u to use up all your glucose in your bloodstream. henceforth insufficient glucose will result in me feeling lethagic and thus, grumpy.
in any case, in such situations as this, chocolates the best way to go. i am currently eating starbucks chocolate coin with the sexy starbucks lady printed on it and boy, the chocolate tastes good. of course, expected from starbucks bought in europe unlike from singapore.
yesterday was the countdown party and according to sources pub and party areas went high and drunk and whatsnot.
ive always wondered how are things there... like not out of lust or whatever. simply, pure curiosity. and also wondered if like those american shows, guys meet girls there and bah!
oopes ive lost my train of thought due to unforeseen sms!
aside from that, ive always wanted to grumble about how stupid people are to celebrate twenty-o-twelve . like dude! celebrating holidays being over and welcoming a whole new year of stress and torture aint my idea of fun. i rather celebrate my 8 more days before the dreadful results arrive.
of course, for working adults, celebrate all u want. tho for most of you, a year makes no difference cause it have been the same for like 5 years at least. unchanged.
but for students, there is a great great goddamned huge difference.
and for me, going to a new jc. meeting new people.. it could be my idea of fun. but for now, i just feel that its exhausting. who on earth chooses futures that is away from their comfort zone?
nevertheless, i really miss the europe trip. where i first tasted the ......... whatstheword? joy of meeting others? freedom of being away from singapore and seeing the sights i never ever imagined i have the opportunity to ... its extremely different from singapore, beyond my wildest imagination and it was my privilege to see it.
anyway the source that sparked this onslaught of words would not other be my addiction towards reading now. im reading at least 50pages a day up till 200 pages, and i still cant get enough of it. i figured it would be a good idea to brush up on my f9 calibre to at least a c6 or smth. hopefully ill do fine for eng Os.
and till this day, i still miss dancing as much as i will miss commonwealth.
which is ... yes and no. maybe a bit more than i miss commonwealth.
dont get me wrong, i do love the school. and i rather go back to it then to a new school.
but im just.. quite sick of it. similar to how i feel about many other stuffs in my life tho i will mentally slap myself for even thinking about that.
marche's calling. hehe.
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 29, 2011 11:58 PM
we can get through this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whatsapping lester lim now !!!!
from... ma-lay-sia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a bit sleepy.. but today is a happy day so i wanna talk about it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then sleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow is the first day since i came back that im staying at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
surprisingly quite happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!
just relax at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and do whatever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also read 2 books this weeeeeekk !!! since i came back !!! im becoming a reading monster.
rawr !
ok im dam sleepy.
today i had a good harvest !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
went to meet rad a supposingly 11am at lot one !!!
to go shop quickly !!!!
hehehe
spent $24.50 on 3 pieces plus one bracelet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
its as worth it or more than going gmarket !!!
good good harvest :D
then i went to hunt for my next book.. tattoo ..
AND I COULDNT FIND IT !!!
it was in cck lib but idk why its not on the shelf !!!
i checked those push carts also dont have !! :(
was so disappointed for a while !!
then cheered myself up with.... SUSHII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway went to lynn belated bday partyat jonny house after that !!!
at first i was like... so quiet and a bit sad..
simply cause i was so sick of.. like being happy. or trying to make ppl happy and whatever.
then i gotta thank vernice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she above everyone else .. sensed something was wrong !!!!
and just sat there ... with me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i just.
boomz ! hahahahahaha
then i felt better that she was there ... :)
then i got happier !!!!!!
fought with elson a lot !!! shouted and screamed !!!
fed jinggy !!!
played with germaine !!!
played with felicia spinning !!!
went shopping with jonny !!!
had piggyback rides from ver and lynn !!!
talked a bit to shannon..!
took loooootsa of photos !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like a lot . . . . .A LOT !!!
oh yeah i went around with a bow tie around my neck LOL. and then on my wrist !!!
and and i also talked to daniel quite a bit !!!
increased my number of fake boyfriends !!
hug joey and talked more to sam and beryl too !!!
very very fun .
not to mention..
the EAT
EAT
EAT
EAT
EEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT part
LOL
melted mashmallows . and omg the sambal prawn
freaking fresh and nice and omg
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
my prawn. .. cereal prawn.
bubble tea..
tako balls ..
gosh
LOL I GOT DIVERTED
basically there was lotsa bonding and playing .
the guys also started singing this song that the 4m guys love to sing LOL
and they started getting high and dancing.
most of us... our perfect cute image of jeffrey was destroyed LOL
anyway once most of the food was eaten.. we went to jon house to hangout !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
boy it was fun !!!!!!!!!!!!
the girls started playing slapjack.
which i remember i hated the game cause it was dam pain.
so i didnt wanna play !!!
then played bridge with the guys instead !!
and i won !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
then as everyone played they cooked tangyuan !!
then all eat eat
then jonny protect and help me again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha great brooo .
the girls started talking about horror shows.
i could tell me and jinggy felt so bored !!
then she asked me go play cards with the remaining guys that wasnt playing which is yiyong and xav !!
and i woooshed !!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
i remember this was the dam high part ..
me and jinggy started betting no trump no trump all the way !!
then we became partners and won our bets !!
then we won 3 rounds and became dam high !!!!!
like i didnt know my partner would be her !!! and that we will both win !!
LOL then we cheated !!!
hahahahahaha made each other partners by looking at each others cards
and bettedno trump no trump all the way !!!
and lost like the 2 following rounds !!!!!!!!!!!
LOL BUT WE STILL VERY HAPPY AND HI-5 !!!
literally rofl .
rolling on the floor laughing .
and just kept laughing.
until xav and yy sian le LOL
then pplayed james bond with felicia and quite happy and stressful LOL
and and played two ppl dai di !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
quite fun !!
but only played one round then we all almost all played indian poker LOL
me and daniel had this secret trust and helped each other !!!
everyone else kepy saboing one another until very funny LOL
very very very fun.
i think the ppl that played were.
me jinggy ver jiayi fel yiyong jon xav elson jeffrey daniel
until quite fun !!!
hahas will like scream and shout randomly..
then time to go soon le !!!
after a while of stuffs..
then finally left !!
jon and lynn was very very sweet !!!
like sugar !!
left then went to meet siling and andrea for dinner !!
it wasnt very fun but its a first step ! :)
nagged jinggy during the journey
LOL
anyway on the whole today was really super fun !!
cant wait for the pictures to be posted !!!
:D
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 25, 2011 3:53 AM
not gonna post much.
just gonna say im very very very happy and contented with my life now.
i cant possibly ask for anything more.
spent time with siling andrea for dinner
ver for buying stuff... and told her about lotsa of things and bonded a lot and had great great time together ! :D
and i seriously idk how the conver went on and on in the bus LOL
spent time with jonny and jinggy.
taught jonny a skill how to make his girl smile LOL
spent time with lester :D
spent time with jingci chu celeste at jingci house for xmas countdown .
it was LOL DAM HIGH
i cant even get close to how high it was.
i was screaming and laughing and shouting .
all singing songs out loud.
and lesbianing with celeste LOL a lot.
really enjoy the whole thing
a lot !!!!!!!
got facial masks for xmas exchange LOL
im gonna try use it HEHEHEHEHEH
first time in my life
anyway it was a very happy and high moment.
also.
had a fun time.
exploiting my sister HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
scanning through all her pics and picking out the unglam ones as wall paper.
letting my parents get a shock of their lives when they see it.
HAHAHAHAH
if she dont read this blog and stalk me ... i would have posted on here too .
HAHAHAHA
shhh
oh yeah.. all these happened right after my trip .
and im happy that i bonded with so many of...
like .
the people that i really really treasure !!!
hahahaha
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 5:26 PM
no words can explain my europe trip and how nice and cool the experience was.
no words can describe how much i miss it.
no words can describe my feelings over there.
and how im a happier person now.
i miss europe. and the times spent.
i love the new bonds formed.
and i miss everyone in the tour too...
but what to do.. this 2 weeks dream has ended .
now back to reality.
Saturday, December 3, 2011 1:35 AM
i wish i have twitter..
then i can twiit twit ..
but idk how to twit !
and i no .. data plan !!
but twitting sounds fun !!!
maybe i should start twitting tweeting tweet tweet
lika tweety bird !!!
1:34 AM
i dont like sleeping late..
i suffer from bad mood !!!!
this aint good !!!
i wanna enjoy the night !!!!!!
12:34 AM
so ...
fast ..
each day fly past like..
WHOOSH
i feel like im wasting my days..
a biit
im not doing anything
have this weird bodyache.
hope tmr will be fun !!
Thursday, December 1, 2011 11:48 PM
second hour :)
i will never forget today..
tho it feels like a dream :D
Friday, November 25, 2011 1:12 AM
yoyoyo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG PROMS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IS WAS DAM FUN LOL
but before i wanna start anything
i wanna say
ver im very worried about you !!!
im like trying to understand but i cant.. !!
cause i thought you would like visitors and i really dont wanna hurt you in any way or anything !!!
i hope youre okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
okok !!!
HAHAHAHAHA
OMG PROM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay for the first time im gonna post photos on top !!!
after this post hehe
prom was a blast.
or should i call it .. nightclub??? LOL
it was damn fun
okay let me start from the start
i had many many shopping dates !!!!!!!!!
like everyday had one !!
'worked' so hard for today LOL
spent so much ..
so on the day of prom itself ..
in the morning/afternoon
i was going to go ver house and makeup and get ready together for prom !!
so i decided to change one last time at home to make sure i have the right dress + accessories..
as i was closing the door too hard ..
it ran over my last toe
and got stuck there .
reflex action when you feel pain you will get away from it.
so i yanked my teo away before i even know it.
and suffered a deep cut. :(
it was dam pain and numb for a while
like i wanted to scream and cry but no use cause i home alone !!!
then make noise also no help !!
so i kinda 'calmed' myself down ..
then i go toliet to wash the blood !!
guess what !! it flowed endlessly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
im like very very very scared of blood .
i had this fear since i was born .
everytime i see blood... lots of it
i will faint !!!!
and thats exactly what happened.. it was the first time i really believed in god !!!
like . i felt very giddy and i really wanted to change out of my dress before anything got worse.
and i didnt make it in time !!!
while i was changing... i fainted in my corridor LOL
and its like i really believed in existence of a higher being
cause .. i woke up within minutes . feeling fine and dandy
lying down upright on the floor..
and i wonder ..
1. how can i faint so .... safely ???
2. how could i wake up so quickly after feeling so weak!!
its like there wasnt a bump or anything at all ..
even tho the impact of my fall has forced another door to open..
but i was perfectly fine
anyway
then go vernice house !!!!!!!!!!!!
makeup !!
tie hair !!!!
change !!!!!
get ready !! TO PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
hahas quite cool luh
like it was a all girls time.. wanted to take photos but i was rushing !!!!
dam!!!
then after that took ver car and GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
very very very cool!!!!!!!!!!
took many many many photos and had like...
clubbing LOL
OR SOMETHING
its so damn memorable..
see many people and things for last time :(
i miss everything !!!
the food was damn nice too !!!
i sat with lester radiance andrea digene junwei chime yiyong !!
quite funny to hear them talk LOL
guy talk about how digene was jealous of jeffrey with priscillia!!
then the food so nice !!
during mrs cheah talk .. for the first time i really focused and listened !!
cause i felt like...
its the last time i hear her talk ..
not that i like her but its just ...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and i just like took a moment to look at everyone and everything and memorised everything into my long term memory ..
this prom was unforgetable man...
after all the events they opened up the dance floor during the voting..
at first no one dare to go ..
then the sec 5 enthuly go first !!
them somehow more and more and more people go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then just the whole damn cohort partying !!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
it was dam black and there was spotlight and everything..
like a real disco place with blasting music !!!
then there were like random 'snakes' rows of people some of which dont know each other make line and run !!!!!
LOL
dam fun .
then many of us jumped cause we dont really know how to party LOL
and i cant believe i jump and run in my silleto like shoes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first i was a bit scared ..!! but after that ...
i just relaxed and got dam high !!!
i jumped from clique to clique ..
partied with lynn jingwen a lot !!!
plus maddy clara vernice reiene radiance andrea becca jeidy jodie zhenyi chloe daniel jiayi xavier even have lina maisarah and many many others.
especially.. LESTER LOL
it was dam dam dam high
its like we will scream and shout randomly
grabbing all our friends who were quiet or resting and stuffs !!!
and shout out the songs with know
like baby sorry and the party rock athem .LOL
then many people did suffling ..
and the down down down song
did a lil dance with daniel LOL
jingwen kept grabbing and running with me randomly it was quite funny LOL !!
like she just ... chiong ah !!!
at first i was so dam scared i fall cause of my heels
but i didnt care !!!
partied partied
took many photos..
became more open with many things too
i will never forget how i just relaxed and spent my last day as a commonwealthian..
and also how i marched over to teban guys for lester LOL
and how i jumped from clique to clique just like in school .... :)
how we stopped jumping after like every 3mins of fatigue.. and danced the no jump dance LOL
and just .. how much fun everyone had !!!
:D :D
at the end i didnt even realise how much my legs felt like dying..
its like only until they on all the lights and offed the music..
then i had a sense of how much pain my legs were suffering LOL
it was like whoaaa
took many many photos in my sweaty self. but i dont regret cause its like proof that we partied man..
like how much we enjoyed..
then finally time to serperate :(
said bye to many many people
and miss them alr..
final sweaty photos..!!
:)
went 'walk walk' with jon xav jinggy lynn
in the end took jon car to lynn house...
FOR SLEEPOVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha.
super fun too
me and lynn spent like every 5mins thinking ...
i cant believe the prom has ended..
i cant believe life at css officially ended ..
i cant believe olevels over..
i cant believe i have TIME TO RELAX AND LET MY HAIR LOOSE AND PARTY SOME MORE YO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
we watched movie at like 2 to 4 or smth.
her whole family was very very nice to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then from 4.. to ...... EIGHT
we talked
LOL
IDK HOW
BUT WE TALKED
about anything under the sun .
ranging from primary school to boyfriends and family.
about past present and future.
we were supposed to sleep at 7 ..
then i just couldnt !!
felt so happy !!!
then talked a bit more until 8!!!
and i cant believe i literally had my 'goodnights rest' when the sun was shining down on me !!!
LOL
the sky changed from like black to dark blue to light blue to white.
and we saw the whole change !!!!!
so cool !!! LOL
so fun !!!
and idk why i woke up at 11 !!!
and i tot everything was a dream..
the whole experience...!!
but it wasnt !!
and even if it was it would be the best dream i ever had !! :D
continued bonding with lynn and her siblings..
watching tele..
complaining about mac delivery LOL
then time to go meet parents le..
said bye to lynn and i missed her alr !!!
LOL
thats all for today !!!
:D
LOL
its 3 man..
tmr still haveta run errand hehe.
nights everybody !!!!
prom was awesome. :D
Wednesday, November 23, 2011 9:33 PM
omg..
proms over
my sleepovers over
sec 4 life is over
and prom was really fun
i cant even use words to describe how high all of us were LOL
even without drinking any stuffs..
just blast music .. relax and enjoy yourself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe how much i have grown ...
its like .
these four years i have had so many experiences.
some very emo.
some very high
some really despressing.
some very angry
some very pitiful
but almost everytime.. i always learn more about myself
learnt to love myself.. more...
beyond what i have ever known.
learn when is the right time to place yourself in greater importance than others in your hearts.
and times where others feelings are more important than yours.
maai incident
yiyong incident
jingwen incident
gareth incident
karmen incident
barry incident
lynn incident
LOL every incident brought about reflection ..
and greater understanding ..
of... the world? lols
of many things..
different kinds of people you will meet as you grow older.
some selfish
some naive
some filled with jealousy
and i realised that
to me..
the bottom line would be..
who do things with the intention to cause hurt on others?
that would be the distinction between 'good' and 'bad' ... in a way ?
LOL tho sometimes even i dont follow that
there were so many happy memories too ..
i met life long friends.
and ill never forget them.
like never ever !!!!
the love care and kindness that they have given me
like omg
its a lot LOL
teachers in cwss too ..
ill never forget them.. !!
like they are so damn kind.
you can see how selfless they are for the students.
and so wise mature..
ms chia... i treated her as my older sister
mrs loh ... like a second mother
ms teo ... a . . . awkward person ..?
but mrs loh and ms chia have really helped me a lot ..
i cried to mrs loh
like tap water endless number of times... and she just kept encouraging me ..
there was once she simply walked past me .. then she backtracked and noticed something was wrong.. i wasnt even crying.. just ... felt so heavy !!
ms chia also kept writing me many encourgin notes..
i think theres like... more than 3 ..
and its like.. i didnt even ask for it or look emo or anything !!!!!!!
very very cool..
its like after common test one she thought i would be mentally drained so she wrote for me to cheer up ..
before that she also randomly talked to me ..
very very caring and understanding ...
AND I WILL REALLY MISS COMMONWEALTH A LOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lazy to emo or reflect or post somemore bout reflection. or even colour hehe
next up!! PROOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, January 29, 2012 11:10 AM
HELLO!!!
its been a super long time since i have posted !! cause i have been having too much fun playing !!!!!!!!!
did many many stuffs this holidays..
lols.
radiance sleepover !!!
cny visiting !!!
4m gatherings !!
europe trip !!
1st dec!!
xav bbq!!
jon bbq!!
lynn bbq!!
ice skating !!
dance outing at sentosa!!
dinners with siling !!
results posted !!
and laaastly ... USS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA PLUS SLEEPOVER !!
like almost everyday is booked up !
some days even divided into different sections to meet different people !!
radiance sleepover was damn cool !!
its like we stayed up until 6/5 ?? and just talked about everything and anything !!
then we brushed teeth together LOL.
while i painted my nails a pastor colour LOL.
but it was just very very cool and nice to just relax and spend time !!
at first we didnt know what to do !!!
but time just went on and on and somehow !! it became damn fun !!
i even forgot what we did LOL
played rumi-O which is closely related to mahjong ..
explaining why radiance was dam addicted to it LOL
and it was fun !!
also played guess who !!
2 people daidi !!
next time should play speed !
and talked a lot !!
until i fell asleep LOL
very very cool bonding day ..!
was a bit sad and happy that i was going to ice skate the next day !!
and omg ice skating was dam cool
at first i was scared like mad LOL
gripping on to the sides every second .
idk how the gay vernice... SKATED LIKE CRAZY ONCE SHE ENTERED THE RING LOL
only leaving me and joey at the sides like noobs hahas.
cheryl was there !! and she really helped us along with her friend.
who is from RJC whoaa!!
then somehow i managed to .. get the hang of it ..!!
and skated without holding !! and more comfortable !!
and like just the sensation of skating on the ice rink was A DAM GOOD FEELING LOL
like just so free and happy and smoothe !!
feeling the wind LOL
there were many pros pros like dam pro people there too !!
they were so pro they motivated me to do better in ballet LOL
ver and joey fell quite a few times !!
i didnt fall at all !! until ...
LOL
joey kinda used me as a balance!!!!
hahaha and we both fell !!!
it was like the way u hold hands side by side while skating ...
then she suddenly lost balance. and used me as a counter balance.LOL
until i was off balance !
and i fell !!
and pulled her a long with me LOL .
BUT IT WAS KINDA DAMN FUN !!
tho my clean record was blemished cause of her!! grr ..
:D
joey really scared me by remaining on the floor shivering without getting up !!
even after me and ver went to her she just knelt on the floor and kept shaking LOL
clutching her spine ..
and then ... PRINCE CHARMING APPEARED !!
LOL AND HELPED JOEY !!
WHO STILL REFUSED TO FOLLOW PRINCE CHARMING GUIDANCE LOL
AND FINALLY SHE GOT UP AFTER HE OFFERED HIS HAND !!
it was dam cool and romantic.
LOL the image is like... imprinted in my mind now and forever .
the guy was damn sweet and caring !! not very shuai .. but character very good LOL .
anyway that i could say was the climax of the trip . plus the sensation of skating itself !!
joey and ver both had .. problems uncomfortable feeling after the skating .
joey had rash and ver had a bad bad headache !!
only leaving me with !!! healthy HAHAHA.
so we didnt talk much on the journey home.
but it was still very fun !!!!!
omg i typed so long about ice skating.
jon xav lynn bbq was fun as usual . and lotsa food !! and just fun and hyper !!
very very happy !!!
just eating and playing and talking !!
even at jon house also coontinue !!
i still remember i smashed the cake onto jons face LOL
and the prep work for the bbqs!!
making of the damn good sambal prawn OMG
and shopping for the food.
and bbq mashmallow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and just very very very happy !!!
me and elson fighting over xav too LOL
and i am damn excited for my bbq !!!! :D:D:D
oh yeah
as for schools ..
acjc is my first choice and nyjc my second !!
i dont mind if i go to either schools LOL
cause even tho acjc seems like a better n nearer school ..
nyjc have always been my dream school !!!! LOL
so i just leave it up to faith !!!
im just damn damn determind to study hard !!
i joined ballet too !!
had my first ballet class yesterday !!
is was so tiring ..!! my legs feel like lead now !!
but i am damn determind to do well in ballet too !!!
i dont care how much pain or fatigue i will feel anymore !!!
i just wanna do well !!!!!
and it felt as if i have come home again :) after my first class...
somehow i feel that i really missed ballet ..
tho now my dance standard have dropped after a year ..
THIS WILL NOT HINDER MY PROGRESS !!
INSTEAD.. IT LEAVE A GREATER ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT !!!!
WHICH YL CAN DO !!!
HELL YEAH !!
dinners with siling.. every dinner was always always always filled with laughter and nonstop chatting LOL
idk how we do it ..
its damn fun and refreshing !!
oh yeah!
i really enjoyed all all the visitings !!!
its like seeing your relatives and spending time with them is cool!!!
for my dad side it has always been damn .. enjoyable.. and filled with lots and lots of FOOOOOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
visited many houses with my cousins !!
i still remember we ate so much cny snacks in all the houses .. until my whole big family .. including my ahma and ahgong.. didnt eat dinner !! cause was very full !!!
for my mama side .. i dont know why .. when i came in i alr felt very happy !!
it felt a bit like coming home !!
and idk why LOL
then like seeing all the familiar faces ..!!
then i felt happy and kinda hyper a bit on my own LOL.
as usually we played games !! now through play station !!
there was fighting games .. shooting .. more fighting games LOL.
playing and talking ..
then then the coolest part of it was the game uncharted!!!!!!!!!!
SO COOL. like watching a movie .!!
my cousin played !! he is damn pro at the game LOL.
about this guy who was in this secret mission ..!! kinda sabo !! and at times on the brink of death!!
and like the adventure and everything super cool !! heart stopping. jaw dropping adventure !!
i was really into the whole game like a show !!
like every mistake the guy makes then i suck in a deep breath for him !!!
LOL . and just very very addictive !!
the comments my cousin made was also damn funny LOL like comic relief to the suspense !!!
:D :D
then came ... 4M GATHERING AT SILING HOUSE !!
im sure all of us had that fear ..!!!
the fear that things will go awry ..
but it didnt !! and it was damn fun !!
started with once we entered the house . . lester started the gambling thing !! then everyone gambled !!
then we ate steamboat and 'lau-ed' it !!!
and just shoot each other across the table !! made random jokes !!
added lotsa veggies !! n other food .. and sotong !! n prawn !!!
and just had fun eating together !!!
next was kinect !!!!!!!! while others gambled !!!
also very very fun and very high !!
next was bridge !! and MY LUCK WAS DAMN AWESOME .. won almost every round !!!
and i announced that if i won i will go gamble for the first time EVER in my life !!!
and i did LOL by a close shave !!
and i went gamble !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn high and thrilling LOL.
at first i won 2 bucks !! then i lost 4 bucks !! so overall i lost $2 !!
but i swear it was the happiest $2 i have lost LOL
just like the thrill of the whole game ! fighting against banker !!
playing with money is fun LOL. but i controlled myself !! :D
went back kinect then sent lester home !!
next we all sat at the table and one group played bridge again the other play asshole daidi !!
i rised and upgraded and downgraded !!
chime is an excellent king !!!!!!!!
LOL.
coolest part would be the group slapjack !!
all of us had around 6 cards to play !!!
and the 10 of us just pay together !!!!!
very very fun !!
after that went lot one to makan dinner ..!! ATE CREPES :D :D
felt a bit sad about leaving everyone ..
and then rushed to airport !!
sent my uncle off back to USA !! :(
i kinda enjoyed the time with him !!
omg i havent posted about uss and sleepover yet .
gotta go bai nian!!
collest money LOL
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, January 12, 2012 9:33 PM
ok i know ive been withholding many many things from here long in enough
LOL
ba ba ba dam dam !!!!!
CHIANG CHIANG !!!
QIAAAAAAAAAAANG !!!
traDITional chinese music to announce the reveal of my l1r5 ...
CHIANG CHIANG CHANG ...
i got .....
7 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9 RAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
anyway. that reaction above was the later reaction to my results
my very first reaction was..
guilt.
pure guilt.
i felt that i have stolen the results of my friends .
my 4m friends... many of them should really have scored better than me.
cause throughout the past 2 years.. they always always own me.
and they were my aim.
i was laggin behind and trying desperately to catch up.
barring myself from tele was only one part of it.
eating while studying
crying day and night
pasting a large notice on my door to remind my family not to shout.
asking questions to joey and lynn whenever i had one straight away.
going to school to ask again .
meeting teachers privately bombing them with compiled questions and papers to mark.
asking questions in class .
having 2-3 tutions.
scribbling a single word for over 10times just to memorise it.
studying mentally as i revise all the info on my way to school and back. while i brush teeth and bathe. whenever i have nothing to do.
it paid off .
but never in my life i would ever dream that .. my score could actually be lower than my friends.
i cant believe it. even now i cant.
i even apologised to one of them LOL
it like feel so stupid to outsiders about how i felt for those that .. dont get it .
my friends were crying all around me in the hall .
and even when theyre not . i know they feel miserable .
and i felt so dam helpless and undeserving .
i have never ever ever ever ever ever in my life. thought that i could get 7
and i have neverx 10 . thought that i could reach them .
in any case. i think that led to the flurry of tears later on .
LOL
so rad was quite sad.. then we went to look for margret..
but she wasnt there :( i miss her !!!
in the end met mr tan and rad got advice from ms teo .
LOLi feel very happy now cause just talked to siling
me and ver gonna teach her how to dance LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im looking forward to it
A LOT
LOL
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A VIDEO
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont be so bad
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
okok back to story.
so i went down stairs and saw ver reine huiting.
on my way walking there or smth.. i met the .. school uncle cleaner ..
mr tang?
then he told me like he sick for 2 weeks
everyday of his life.. just go home alone . nobody or family is there..
and like his pay is $900 a month
and he said bye to me and is happy that ive graduated tho i wont be there to say bye uncle! and ''chi fan le ma?'' and very few ppl like.. talk to him .
and
i just cried LOL
like TBT alr
tahan so long
i will miss commonwealth and the teachers and the auntie uncles.
everything..
oh yeah im quite happy that ..
mrs loh read my card and was very very touched until she cried !!!
and she told siling about it !!
i will miss her a lot !!
shes like my second mama there .. always there for me !!!
see my cry in school like.. so many times .
so unglam and everything.
LOL
anyway !! on to happier things !!
i just cant believe i have to chance to go aj and acjc and ny
and i actually can decide between all 3 ..
even in earlier posts i said ny was my dream school !!
and everything worked out fine ..
its like..
feel happy that stuffs paid off ..
i think that.. it might be cause i was devastated by my prelim 2 results.
and i swore to myself i will improve.
and studied dam hard after that ..
its like the returning of papers for prelim 2 is unforgetable ..
like.. it was so so so bad.
i cried so much cause all my marks was. beyond hope.
and i just.. lost confidence.
24 points for l1r5 LOL
how to ... pick myself up?!
but somehow i did.
and for the 3 retest... i managed to get a1 for all three papers and decreased until 16 !
and got study leave.. which wasnt much of a leav cause i went school for consultations.
and mugged at home.
oh yeah
i also learnt that ultimately.. whats most important is the day itself.
never ever ever get over confident.
cause nobody gives a shit about how u did for prelim. its the day that counts.
so study until u can answer everything !!
okok enough about that
yesterday and today afternoon i was overwhelmed with ... questions .
to myself LOL
like many many many
which school to go ?
where ?
why ?
environment?
people
and i finally decided.
1. acjc
2. nyjc
3. aj
4. pj
why?
cause the rumors is true to only some ppl ..
and acjc has results and good environment !
aj overall results might be good.
theyre best in maths.
which can be learn through practice .. like a lot a lot of practice..
worst in general paper.
which is super important.
plus its stressful
nanyang.
i would go.. but i want to put myself in smarter environment so i will feel pressure .
so i decided that ..
no matter what
my dream school
my dream future.
it is NUS
and i know i can get there .. as long as i continue to study harder.
i know nanyang and acjc are play hard schools ..
and so . i am prepared to play hard in school and have lotsa fun.
but everynight.. at least study 3 hours . to 4 hrs.
for my future.
this way i can be happy and get results for sure..
let the more relaxed environment .. charge me up for studying or something .
ultimately . its Alevels
playing doesnt get you anywhere !
im like just one step away from my dream..
i just hope the teachers there can help me ..
tho i also dont want to have a miserable school life !! like i dont want to fele so pressured and sick of the environment..
full of tears LOL
i want to do my best in studies no matter what.
dont waste this chance im given..
OKAY YEHLIN U CAN DO IT !! FOR NUS !!!!
oh yeah i wanted to mention .
through this olevel results thing. i reconnected with a lot of ppl !!
and met a lot of ppl in open houses !!
i think its dam cool LOL
met amelia celeste regena zeyi and one more girl LOL
during all the visits to jc open houses yesterday !!!
felt abit like cckps feeling LOL
also met the 2/1 ppl !!
qianyi songlin yemin chunglok
cheryl jian yong sathya
then met jie rou
and also met VER AND CHLOE !!
hahas sat down and talked a while !!
ahh ..
HEHEHE I JOGGED 2.72KM TODAY !!! after like 6 months of no exercise or smth!!
okok felt very happy and cool
via sms and fb also talked to jingci nickson siewyi andrea lina shafiq
and made calls to siling radiance xavier jonathan reine and like many many many ppl and kept multi tasking talking to different ppl !!!
so yup !!
quite cool !!
okok BYEEE !!
Monday, January 9, 2012 12:02 AM
hi !!
today went lynn cousins house, paul. with lynn !!
plus zach. james and supposingly khim !!
but khim fell asleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas
i think i like knowing lynn family inside out le HAHAHAHA
as in not like their.. everything.
but like know them and they know me !!!
so anyway the 5 of us played halo !!!
using two xbox console!!!
the older. me lynn paul. vs the younger . zach james
hahas it was dam dam fun
and like exciting !!
cause play with 4 others and play in groups !!!
then just kill kill kill
then we went down stairs and just laughed at each other about the game !
when i finished .. it was alr like 6pm !!!!
LOL
dam late..
then...
james suggested we play hide and seek !!
it seemed childish but it was dam fun to play in a semi D !!!
hahas my hiding places were quite cool !!!
most thanks to paul ..
we played 4 rounds !!
first one i hid underneath those bed with another bed underneath that can roll out..
then i rolled the bottom bed out a bit and hid in the black hole underneath!!!!
hahas it was dam hot but i won !!!
then next next
i hid in a dam open location just behind a bed
and i lost !!!
hahas then became the seeker .
then seek zach lynn and james
zach and james hide in a big cupboard at opposite sides.
then when i caught zach and opened james side..
james still stay still and act blur and i saw his feet LOL
next was in the car outside
then also..
on the bed with all the blankets cushions cover !!!
i won again !!!
then the stupid paul and james attacked LOL
idiots
but the whole thing was super super fun..
until i didnt even have time to take a single photo
like... it was too happy
paul me lynn just sat on the sofa and talk about olevels and school after that ..
then time to go find my parents..
on my way home.. i accidentally met yanting
and like didnt feel like saying hi so i just listen in her conver LOL
she and her friend also talked about Os ..
bout particular answers and stuffs
and i really didnt know how their memory so good LOL
yanting even said '' i thought the answer was 5 ohms''
anyway from that very second it finally dawned on me how great this whole issue is ..
like .... the magnitude of it...
the whoooole singapore.
wow
ok im dam dam scared scared for tmr
like dam
hahas
butterflies even now
BYE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 6, 2012 11:43 AM
I FEEL SO HIGH AND HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
very very happy
i met siling for dinner last last last night ~!!!!!
and the closeness and the nonstop talking was dam funny .
sharing same interests ..
going popluar to be a cheapskate and read magazines LOL
shopping for clothes in lot one randomly
going to watson to look for makeup stuffs
hahas .
it was exactly the same as that day... the second last day of olevels
just that this time we dont have Os anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahaha
okay im feelig dam happy .
the next day after that ...
i think 4th jan
went to meet lynn !!!!!!
OMG WE TALKED A LOT TOO
hahas told her so many stuffs .
like it has been so long since i bonded with her !!!!
and like we talk and laugh and complain about the heat
lynn house is also a cute HEAVEEEN
theres like 2 babies
3 dogs
which are all DAM CUTE LOL
but her house have many many ppl living inside
13 people !!!!!!!
plus before that i also met paul and his dad and his maid .
so i like met 16 people !!!!!!!!!!!LOL
and like i was dam shy duh
but eventually it was okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very very very cool!!!!
and like bonded a loot ..
enjoying end of Os like crazy hahahahaha
meeting her this sun too !!!
oh yeah
i also went back school !!!!!!!!!!
and when i went into the canteen i just like ..
reflect..
every location . all the memories there...
ahhh i miss it .
the lib
the parade square
the canteen every table diff locations
self study
night study
recess
consultation
the stall auntie uncle
birthday celebration
after ccas
pe lessons
spot checks
okok and many many many more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss it a looot !!!!!!
yesterday i also had bonding !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D :D
then...
today gonna celebrate XAVIER BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH
BBQ SIOL
anyway im super late
but i dont care
hahas i think later will be fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then tmr going 4m girls !!!!!!!!!!!!!
then 8th jan meet lynn again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then 9.... RESULTSSSSSSS
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
hahahahahahaha
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Labels: I
Sunday, January 1, 2012 4:10 PM
oh yeah
i shall pen down my schdule for keepsake
27 dance outing
28 morning bakua then 4m girls
29 morning rad lynn bday party night siling andrea
30 house packing
31 pool w andrea andrew digene movie with fam
1 packing again LOL marche
2 jonny jinggy lynn xav
3 pork
4 lynn
5 blank
6 dog party?
im quite enjoying hehe :D
3:36 PM
hi. its the new year
im chern yeh lin from graduaTED class of 4m in commonwealth secondary school. i am here to announce that in this post i shall monologue about myself.
this post would be extremely boring . But who cares? im in the mood .
ive been taking medicine to keep myself awake. and i have no clue why do i even feel so sleepy in the first place. almost everyday im waking up grumpy cause ... i think i have slept way beyond my own capacity. my bio teacher told me that oversleeping will cause u to use up all your glucose in your bloodstream. henceforth insufficient glucose will result in me feeling lethagic and thus, grumpy.
in any case, in such situations as this, chocolates the best way to go. i am currently eating starbucks chocolate coin with the sexy starbucks lady printed on it and boy, the chocolate tastes good. of course, expected from starbucks bought in europe unlike from singapore.
yesterday was the countdown party and according to sources pub and party areas went high and drunk and whatsnot.
ive always wondered how are things there... like not out of lust or whatever. simply, pure curiosity. and also wondered if like those american shows, guys meet girls there and bah!
oopes ive lost my train of thought due to unforeseen sms!
aside from that, ive always wanted to grumble about how stupid people are to celebrate twenty-o-twelve . like dude! celebrating holidays being over and welcoming a whole new year of stress and torture aint my idea of fun. i rather celebrate my 8 more days before the dreadful results arrive.
of course, for working adults, celebrate all u want. tho for most of you, a year makes no difference cause it have been the same for like 5 years at least. unchanged.
but for students, there is a great great goddamned huge difference.
and for me, going to a new jc. meeting new people.. it could be my idea of fun. but for now, i just feel that its exhausting. who on earth chooses futures that is away from their comfort zone?
nevertheless, i really miss the europe trip. where i first tasted the ......... whatstheword? joy of meeting others? freedom of being away from singapore and seeing the sights i never ever imagined i have the opportunity to ... its extremely different from singapore, beyond my wildest imagination and it was my privilege to see it.
anyway the source that sparked this onslaught of words would not other be my addiction towards reading now. im reading at least 50pages a day up till 200 pages, and i still cant get enough of it. i figured it would be a good idea to brush up on my f9 calibre to at least a c6 or smth. hopefully ill do fine for eng Os.
and till this day, i still miss dancing as much as i will miss commonwealth.
which is ... yes and no. maybe a bit more than i miss commonwealth.
dont get me wrong, i do love the school. and i rather go back to it then to a new school.
but im just.. quite sick of it. similar to how i feel about many other stuffs in my life tho i will mentally slap myself for even thinking about that.
marche's calling. hehe.
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 29, 2011 11:58 PM
we can get through this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whatsapping lester lim now !!!!
from... ma-lay-sia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a bit sleepy.. but today is a happy day so i wanna talk about it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then sleep !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow is the first day since i came back that im staying at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha
surprisingly quite happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!
just relax at home !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and do whatever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also read 2 books this weeeeeekk !!! since i came back !!! im becoming a reading monster.
rawr !
ok im dam sleepy.
today i had a good harvest !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
went to meet rad a supposingly 11am at lot one !!!
to go shop quickly !!!!
hehehe
spent $24.50 on 3 pieces plus one bracelet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
its as worth it or more than going gmarket !!!
good good harvest :D
then i went to hunt for my next book.. tattoo ..
AND I COULDNT FIND IT !!!
it was in cck lib but idk why its not on the shelf !!!
i checked those push carts also dont have !! :(
was so disappointed for a while !!
then cheered myself up with.... SUSHII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway went to lynn belated bday partyat jonny house after that !!!
at first i was like... so quiet and a bit sad..
simply cause i was so sick of.. like being happy. or trying to make ppl happy and whatever.
then i gotta thank vernice !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she above everyone else .. sensed something was wrong !!!!
and just sat there ... with me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i just.
boomz ! hahahahahaha
then i felt better that she was there ... :)
then i got happier !!!!!!
fought with elson a lot !!! shouted and screamed !!!
fed jinggy !!!
played with germaine !!!
played with felicia spinning !!!
went shopping with jonny !!!
had piggyback rides from ver and lynn !!!
talked a bit to shannon..!
took loooootsa of photos !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like a lot . . . . .A LOT !!!
oh yeah i went around with a bow tie around my neck LOL. and then on my wrist !!!
and and i also talked to daniel quite a bit !!!
increased my number of fake boyfriends !!
hug joey and talked more to sam and beryl too !!!
very very fun .
not to mention..
the EAT
EAT
EAT
EAT
EEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT part
LOL
melted mashmallows . and omg the sambal prawn
freaking fresh and nice and omg
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
my prawn. .. cereal prawn.
bubble tea..
tako balls ..
gosh
LOL I GOT DIVERTED
basically there was lotsa bonding and playing .
the guys also started singing this song that the 4m guys love to sing LOL
and they started getting high and dancing.
most of us... our perfect cute image of jeffrey was destroyed LOL
anyway once most of the food was eaten.. we went to jon house to hangout !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
boy it was fun !!!!!!!!!!!!
the girls started playing slapjack.
which i remember i hated the game cause it was dam pain.
so i didnt wanna play !!!
then played bridge with the guys instead !!
and i won !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
then as everyone played they cooked tangyuan !!
then all eat eat
then jonny protect and help me again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha great brooo .
the girls started talking about horror shows.
i could tell me and jinggy felt so bored !!
then she asked me go play cards with the remaining guys that wasnt playing which is yiyong and xav !!
and i woooshed !!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
i remember this was the dam high part ..
me and jinggy started betting no trump no trump all the way !!
then we became partners and won our bets !!
then we won 3 rounds and became dam high !!!!!
like i didnt know my partner would be her !!! and that we will both win !!
LOL then we cheated !!!
hahahahahaha made each other partners by looking at each others cards
and bettedno trump no trump all the way !!!
and lost like the 2 following rounds !!!!!!!!!!!
LOL BUT WE STILL VERY HAPPY AND HI-5 !!!
literally rofl .
rolling on the floor laughing .
and just kept laughing.
until xav and yy sian le LOL
then pplayed james bond with felicia and quite happy and stressful LOL
and and played two ppl dai di !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
quite fun !!
but only played one round then we all almost all played indian poker LOL
me and daniel had this secret trust and helped each other !!!
everyone else kepy saboing one another until very funny LOL
very very very fun.
i think the ppl that played were.
me jinggy ver jiayi fel yiyong jon xav elson jeffrey daniel
until quite fun !!!
hahas will like scream and shout randomly..
then time to go soon le !!!
after a while of stuffs..
then finally left !!
jon and lynn was very very sweet !!!
like sugar !!
left then went to meet siling and andrea for dinner !!
it wasnt very fun but its a first step ! :)
nagged jinggy during the journey
LOL
anyway on the whole today was really super fun !!
cant wait for the pictures to be posted !!!
:D
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, December 25, 2011 3:53 AM
not gonna post much.
just gonna say im very very very happy and contented with my life now.
i cant possibly ask for anything more.
spent time with siling andrea for dinner
ver for buying stuff... and told her about lotsa of things and bonded a lot and had great great time together ! :D
and i seriously idk how the conver went on and on in the bus LOL
spent time with jonny and jinggy.
taught jonny a skill how to make his girl smile LOL
spent time with lester :D
spent time with jingci chu celeste at jingci house for xmas countdown .
it was LOL DAM HIGH
i cant even get close to how high it was.
i was screaming and laughing and shouting .
all singing songs out loud.
and lesbianing with celeste LOL a lot.
really enjoy the whole thing
a lot !!!!!!!
got facial masks for xmas exchange LOL
im gonna try use it HEHEHEHEHEH
first time in my life
anyway it was a very happy and high moment.
also.
had a fun time.
exploiting my sister HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
scanning through all her pics and picking out the unglam ones as wall paper.
letting my parents get a shock of their lives when they see it.
HAHAHAHAH
if she dont read this blog and stalk me ... i would have posted on here too .
HAHAHAHA
shhh
oh yeah.. all these happened right after my trip .
and im happy that i bonded with so many of...
like .
the people that i really really treasure !!!
hahahaha
bye !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 21, 2011 5:26 PM
no words can explain my europe trip and how nice and cool the experience was.
no words can describe how much i miss it.
no words can describe my feelings over there.
and how im a happier person now.
i miss europe. and the times spent.
i love the new bonds formed.
and i miss everyone in the tour too...
but what to do.. this 2 weeks dream has ended .
now back to reality.
Saturday, December 3, 2011 1:35 AM
i wish i have twitter..
then i can twiit twit ..
but idk how to twit !
and i no .. data plan !!
but twitting sounds fun !!!
maybe i should start twitting tweeting tweet tweet
lika tweety bird !!!
1:34 AM
i dont like sleeping late..
i suffer from bad mood !!!!
this aint good !!!
i wanna enjoy the night !!!!!!
12:34 AM
so ...
fast ..
each day fly past like..
WHOOSH
i feel like im wasting my days..
a biit
im not doing anything
have this weird bodyache.
hope tmr will be fun !!
Thursday, December 1, 2011 11:48 PM
second hour :)
i will never forget today..
tho it feels like a dream :D
Friday, November 25, 2011 1:12 AM
yoyoyo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG PROMS OVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IS WAS DAM FUN LOL
but before i wanna start anything
i wanna say
ver im very worried about you !!!
im like trying to understand but i cant.. !!
cause i thought you would like visitors and i really dont wanna hurt you in any way or anything !!!
i hope youre okay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
okok !!!
HAHAHAHAHA
OMG PROM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay for the first time im gonna post photos on top !!!
after this post hehe
prom was a blast.
or should i call it .. nightclub??? LOL
it was damn fun
okay let me start from the start
i had many many shopping dates !!!!!!!!!
like everyday had one !!
'worked' so hard for today LOL
spent so much ..
so on the day of prom itself ..
in the morning/afternoon
i was going to go ver house and makeup and get ready together for prom !!
so i decided to change one last time at home to make sure i have the right dress + accessories..
as i was closing the door too hard ..
it ran over my last toe
and got stuck there .
reflex action when you feel pain you will get away from it.
so i yanked my teo away before i even know it.
and suffered a deep cut. :(
it was dam pain and numb for a while
like i wanted to scream and cry but no use cause i home alone !!!
then make noise also no help !!
so i kinda 'calmed' myself down ..
then i go toliet to wash the blood !!
guess what !! it flowed endlessly !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
im like very very very scared of blood .
i had this fear since i was born .
everytime i see blood... lots of it
i will faint !!!!
and thats exactly what happened.. it was the first time i really believed in god !!!
like . i felt very giddy and i really wanted to change out of my dress before anything got worse.
and i didnt make it in time !!!
while i was changing... i fainted in my corridor LOL
and its like i really believed in existence of a higher being
cause .. i woke up within minutes . feeling fine and dandy
lying down upright on the floor..
and i wonder ..
1. how can i faint so .... safely ???
2. how could i wake up so quickly after feeling so weak!!
its like there wasnt a bump or anything at all ..
even tho the impact of my fall has forced another door to open..
but i was perfectly fine
anyway
then go vernice house !!!!!!!!!!!!
makeup !!
tie hair !!!!
change !!!!!
get ready !! TO PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
hahas quite cool luh
like it was a all girls time.. wanted to take photos but i was rushing !!!!
dam!!!
then after that took ver car and GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
very very very cool!!!!!!!!!!
took many many many photos and had like...
clubbing LOL
OR SOMETHING
its so damn memorable..
see many people and things for last time :(
i miss everything !!!
the food was damn nice too !!!
i sat with lester radiance andrea digene junwei chime yiyong !!
quite funny to hear them talk LOL
guy talk about how digene was jealous of jeffrey with priscillia!!
then the food so nice !!
during mrs cheah talk .. for the first time i really focused and listened !!
cause i felt like...
its the last time i hear her talk ..
not that i like her but its just ...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and i just like took a moment to look at everyone and everything and memorised everything into my long term memory ..
this prom was unforgetable man...
after all the events they opened up the dance floor during the voting..
at first no one dare to go ..
then the sec 5 enthuly go first !!
them somehow more and more and more people go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then just the whole damn cohort partying !!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
it was dam black and there was spotlight and everything..
like a real disco place with blasting music !!!
then there were like random 'snakes' rows of people some of which dont know each other make line and run !!!!!
LOL
dam fun .
then many of us jumped cause we dont really know how to party LOL
and i cant believe i jump and run in my silleto like shoes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at first i was a bit scared ..!! but after that ...
i just relaxed and got dam high !!!
i jumped from clique to clique ..
partied with lynn jingwen a lot !!!
plus maddy clara vernice reiene radiance andrea becca jeidy jodie zhenyi chloe daniel jiayi xavier even have lina maisarah and many many others.
especially.. LESTER LOL
it was dam dam dam high
its like we will scream and shout randomly
grabbing all our friends who were quiet or resting and stuffs !!!
and shout out the songs with know
like baby sorry and the party rock athem .LOL
then many people did suffling ..
and the down down down song
did a lil dance with daniel LOL
jingwen kept grabbing and running with me randomly it was quite funny LOL !!
like she just ... chiong ah !!!
at first i was so dam scared i fall cause of my heels
but i didnt care !!!
partied partied
took many photos..
became more open with many things too
i will never forget how i just relaxed and spent my last day as a commonwealthian..
and also how i marched over to teban guys for lester LOL
and how i jumped from clique to clique just like in school .... :)
how we stopped jumping after like every 3mins of fatigue.. and danced the no jump dance LOL
and just .. how much fun everyone had !!!
:D :D
at the end i didnt even realise how much my legs felt like dying..
its like only until they on all the lights and offed the music..
then i had a sense of how much pain my legs were suffering LOL
it was like whoaaa
took many many photos in my sweaty self. but i dont regret cause its like proof that we partied man..
like how much we enjoyed..
then finally time to serperate :(
said bye to many many people
and miss them alr..
final sweaty photos..!!
:)
went 'walk walk' with jon xav jinggy lynn
in the end took jon car to lynn house...
FOR SLEEPOVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahaha.
super fun too
me and lynn spent like every 5mins thinking ...
i cant believe the prom has ended..
i cant believe life at css officially ended ..
i cant believe olevels over..
i cant believe i have TIME TO RELAX AND LET MY HAIR LOOSE AND PARTY SOME MORE YO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
we watched movie at like 2 to 4 or smth.
her whole family was very very nice to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then from 4.. to ...... EIGHT
we talked
LOL
IDK HOW
BUT WE TALKED
about anything under the sun .
ranging from primary school to boyfriends and family.
about past present and future.
we were supposed to sleep at 7 ..
then i just couldnt !!
felt so happy !!!
then talked a bit more until 8!!!
and i cant believe i literally had my 'goodnights rest' when the sun was shining down on me !!!
LOL
the sky changed from like black to dark blue to light blue to white.
and we saw the whole change !!!!!
so cool !!! LOL
so fun !!!
and idk why i woke up at 11 !!!
and i tot everything was a dream..
the whole experience...!!
but it wasnt !!
and even if it was it would be the best dream i ever had !! :D
continued bonding with lynn and her siblings..
watching tele..
complaining about mac delivery LOL
then time to go meet parents le..
said bye to lynn and i missed her alr !!!
LOL
thats all for today !!!
:D
LOL
its 3 man..
tmr still haveta run errand hehe.
nights everybody !!!!
prom was awesome. :D
Wednesday, November 23, 2011 9:33 PM
omg..
proms over
my sleepovers over
sec 4 life is over
and prom was really fun
i cant even use words to describe how high all of us were LOL
even without drinking any stuffs..
just blast music .. relax and enjoy yourself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe how much i have grown ...
its like .
these four years i have had so many experiences.
some very emo.
some very high
some really despressing.
some very angry
some very pitiful
but almost everytime.. i always learn more about myself
learnt to love myself.. more...
beyond what i have ever known.
learn when is the right time to place yourself in greater importance than others in your hearts.
and times where others feelings are more important than yours.
maai incident
yiyong incident
jingwen incident
gareth incident
karmen incident
barry incident
lynn incident
LOL every incident brought about reflection ..
and greater understanding ..
of... the world? lols
of many things..
different kinds of people you will meet as you grow older.
some selfish
some naive
some filled with jealousy
and i realised that
to me..
the bottom line would be..
who do things with the intention to cause hurt on others?
that would be the distinction between 'good' and 'bad' ... in a way ?
LOL tho sometimes even i dont follow that
there were so many happy memories too ..
i met life long friends.
and ill never forget them.
like never ever !!!!
the love care and kindness that they have given me
like omg
its a lot LOL
teachers in cwss too ..
ill never forget them.. !!
like they are so damn kind.
you can see how selfless they are for the students.
and so wise mature..
ms chia... i treated her as my older sister
mrs loh ... like a second mother
ms teo ... a . . . awkward person ..?
but mrs loh and ms chia have really helped me a lot ..
i cried to mrs loh
like tap water endless number of times... and she just kept encouraging me ..
there was once she simply walked past me .. then she backtracked and noticed something was wrong.. i wasnt even crying.. just ... felt so heavy !!
ms chia also kept writing me many encourgin notes..
i think theres like... more than 3 ..
and its like.. i didnt even ask for it or look emo or anything !!!!!!!
very very cool..
its like after common test one she thought i would be mentally drained so she wrote for me to cheer up ..
before that she also randomly talked to me ..
very very caring and understanding ...
AND I WILL REALLY MISS COMMONWEALTH A LOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lazy to emo or reflect or post somemore bout reflection. or even colour hehe
next up!! PROOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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