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Thursday, January 12, 2012 9:33 PM
ok i know ive been withholding many many things from here long in enough
LOL
ba ba ba dam dam !!!!!
CHIANG CHIANG !!!
QIAAAAAAAAAAANG !!!
traDITional chinese music to announce the reveal of my l1r5 ...
CHIANG CHIANG CHANG ...
i got .....
7 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9 RAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
anyway. that reaction above was the later reaction to my results
my very first reaction was..
guilt.
pure guilt.
i felt that i have stolen the results of my friends .
my 4m friends... many of them should really have scored better than me.
cause throughout the past 2 years.. they always always own me.
and they were my aim.
i was laggin behind and trying desperately to catch up.
barring myself from tele was only one part of it.
eating while studying
crying day and night
pasting a large notice on my door to remind my family not to shout.
asking questions to joey and lynn whenever i had one straight away.
going to school to ask again .
meeting teachers privately bombing them with compiled questions and papers to mark.
asking questions in class .
having 2-3 tutions.
scribbling a single word for over 10times just to memorise it.
studying mentally as i revise all the info on my way to school and back. while i brush teeth and bathe. whenever i have nothing to do.
it paid off .
but never in my life i would ever dream that .. my score could actually be lower than my friends.
i cant believe it. even now i cant.
i even apologised to one of them LOL
it like feel so stupid to outsiders about how i felt for those that .. dont get it .
my friends were crying all around me in the hall .
and even when theyre not . i know they feel miserable .
and i felt so dam helpless and undeserving .
i have never ever ever ever ever ever in my life. thought that i could get 7
and i have neverx 10 . thought that i could reach them .
in any case. i think that led to the flurry of tears later on .
LOL
so rad was quite sad.. then we went to look for margret..
but she wasnt there :( i miss her !!!
in the end met mr tan and rad got advice from ms teo .
LOLi feel very happy now cause just talked to siling
me and ver gonna teach her how to dance LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im looking forward to it
A LOT
LOL
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A VIDEO
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont be so bad
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
okok back to story.
so i went down stairs and saw ver reine huiting.
on my way walking there or smth.. i met the .. school uncle cleaner ..
mr tang?
then he told me like he sick for 2 weeks
everyday of his life.. just go home alone . nobody or family is there..
and like his pay is $900 a month
and he said bye to me and is happy that ive graduated tho i wont be there to say bye uncle! and ''chi fan le ma?'' and very few ppl like.. talk to him .
and
i just cried LOL
like TBT alr
tahan so long
i will miss commonwealth and the teachers and the auntie uncles.
everything..
oh yeah im quite happy that ..
mrs loh read my card and was very very touched until she cried !!!
and she told siling about it !!
i will miss her a lot !!
shes like my second mama there .. always there for me !!!
see my cry in school like.. so many times .
so unglam and everything.
LOL
anyway !! on to happier things !!
i just cant believe i have to chance to go aj and acjc and ny
and i actually can decide between all 3 ..
even in earlier posts i said ny was my dream school !!
and everything worked out fine ..
its like..
feel happy that stuffs paid off ..
i think that.. it might be cause i was devastated by my prelim 2 results.
and i swore to myself i will improve.
and studied dam hard after that ..
its like the returning of papers for prelim 2 is unforgetable ..
like.. it was so so so bad.
i cried so much cause all my marks was. beyond hope.
and i just.. lost confidence.
24 points for l1r5 LOL
how to ... pick myself up?!
but somehow i did.
and for the 3 retest... i managed to get a1 for all three papers and decreased until 16 !
and got study leave.. which wasnt much of a leav cause i went school for consultations.
and mugged at home.
oh yeah
i also learnt that ultimately.. whats most important is the day itself.
never ever ever get over confident.
cause nobody gives a shit about how u did for prelim. its the day that counts.
so study until u can answer everything !!
okok enough about that
yesterday and today afternoon i was overwhelmed with ... questions .
to myself LOL
like many many many
which school to go ?
where ?
why ?
environment?
people
and i finally decided.
1. acjc
2. nyjc
3. aj
4. pj
why?
cause the rumors is true to only some ppl ..
and acjc has results and good environment !
aj overall results might be good.
theyre best in maths.
which can be learn through practice .. like a lot a lot of practice..
worst in general paper.
which is super important.
plus its stressful
nanyang.
i would go.. but i want to put myself in smarter environment so i will feel pressure .
so i decided that ..
no matter what
my dream school
my dream future.
it is NUS
and i know i can get there .. as long as i continue to study harder.
i know nanyang and acjc are play hard schools ..
and so . i am prepared to play hard in school and have lotsa fun.
but everynight.. at least study 3 hours . to 4 hrs.
for my future.
this way i can be happy and get results for sure..
let the more relaxed environment .. charge me up for studying or something .
ultimately . its Alevels
playing doesnt get you anywhere !
im like just one step away from my dream..
i just hope the teachers there can help me ..
tho i also dont want to have a miserable school life !! like i dont want to fele so pressured and sick of the environment..
full of tears LOL
i want to do my best in studies no matter what.
dont waste this chance im given..
OKAY YEHLIN U CAN DO IT !! FOR NUS !!!!
oh yeah i wanted to mention .
through this olevel results thing. i reconnected with a lot of ppl !!
and met a lot of ppl in open houses !!
i think its dam cool LOL
met amelia celeste regena zeyi and one more girl LOL
during all the visits to jc open houses yesterday !!!
felt abit like cckps feeling LOL
also met the 2/1 ppl !!
qianyi songlin yemin chunglok
cheryl jian yong sathya
then met jie rou
and also met VER AND CHLOE !!
hahas sat down and talked a while !!
ahh ..
HEHEHE I JOGGED 2.72KM TODAY !!! after like 6 months of no exercise or smth!!
okok felt very happy and cool
via sms and fb also talked to jingci nickson siewyi andrea lina shafiq
and made calls to siling radiance xavier jonathan reine and like many many many ppl and kept multi tasking talking to different ppl !!!
so yup !!
quite cool !!
okok BYEEE !!
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Thursday, January 12, 2012 9:33 PM
ok i know ive been withholding many many things from here long in enough
LOL
ba ba ba dam dam !!!!!
CHIANG CHIANG !!!
QIAAAAAAAAAAANG !!!
traDITional chinese music to announce the reveal of my l1r5 ...
CHIANG CHIANG CHANG ...
i got .....
7 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9 RAW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
anyway. that reaction above was the later reaction to my results
my very first reaction was..
guilt.
pure guilt.
i felt that i have stolen the results of my friends .
my 4m friends... many of them should really have scored better than me.
cause throughout the past 2 years.. they always always own me.
and they were my aim.
i was laggin behind and trying desperately to catch up.
barring myself from tele was only one part of it.
eating while studying
crying day and night
pasting a large notice on my door to remind my family not to shout.
asking questions to joey and lynn whenever i had one straight away.
going to school to ask again .
meeting teachers privately bombing them with compiled questions and papers to mark.
asking questions in class .
having 2-3 tutions.
scribbling a single word for over 10times just to memorise it.
studying mentally as i revise all the info on my way to school and back. while i brush teeth and bathe. whenever i have nothing to do.
it paid off .
but never in my life i would ever dream that .. my score could actually be lower than my friends.
i cant believe it. even now i cant.
i even apologised to one of them LOL
it like feel so stupid to outsiders about how i felt for those that .. dont get it .
my friends were crying all around me in the hall .
and even when theyre not . i know they feel miserable .
and i felt so dam helpless and undeserving .
i have never ever ever ever ever ever in my life. thought that i could get 7
and i have neverx 10 . thought that i could reach them .
in any case. i think that led to the flurry of tears later on .
LOL
so rad was quite sad.. then we went to look for margret..
but she wasnt there :( i miss her !!!
in the end met mr tan and rad got advice from ms teo .
LOLi feel very happy now cause just talked to siling
me and ver gonna teach her how to dance LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
im looking forward to it
A LOT
LOL
I FEEL LIKE TAKING A VIDEO
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont be so bad
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA
okok back to story.
so i went down stairs and saw ver reine huiting.
on my way walking there or smth.. i met the .. school uncle cleaner ..
mr tang?
then he told me like he sick for 2 weeks
everyday of his life.. just go home alone . nobody or family is there..
and like his pay is $900 a month
and he said bye to me and is happy that ive graduated tho i wont be there to say bye uncle! and ''chi fan le ma?'' and very few ppl like.. talk to him .
and
i just cried LOL
like TBT alr
tahan so long
i will miss commonwealth and the teachers and the auntie uncles.
everything..
oh yeah im quite happy that ..
mrs loh read my card and was very very touched until she cried !!!
and she told siling about it !!
i will miss her a lot !!
shes like my second mama there .. always there for me !!!
see my cry in school like.. so many times .
so unglam and everything.
LOL
anyway !! on to happier things !!
i just cant believe i have to chance to go aj and acjc and ny
and i actually can decide between all 3 ..
even in earlier posts i said ny was my dream school !!
and everything worked out fine ..
its like..
feel happy that stuffs paid off ..
i think that.. it might be cause i was devastated by my prelim 2 results.
and i swore to myself i will improve.
and studied dam hard after that ..
its like the returning of papers for prelim 2 is unforgetable ..
like.. it was so so so bad.
i cried so much cause all my marks was. beyond hope.
and i just.. lost confidence.
24 points for l1r5 LOL
how to ... pick myself up?!
but somehow i did.
and for the 3 retest... i managed to get a1 for all three papers and decreased until 16 !
and got study leave.. which wasnt much of a leav cause i went school for consultations.
and mugged at home.
oh yeah
i also learnt that ultimately.. whats most important is the day itself.
never ever ever get over confident.
cause nobody gives a shit about how u did for prelim. its the day that counts.
so study until u can answer everything !!
okok enough about that
yesterday and today afternoon i was overwhelmed with ... questions .
to myself LOL
like many many many
which school to go ?
where ?
why ?
environment?
people
and i finally decided.
1. acjc
2. nyjc
3. aj
4. pj
why?
cause the rumors is true to only some ppl ..
and acjc has results and good environment !
aj overall results might be good.
theyre best in maths.
which can be learn through practice .. like a lot a lot of practice..
worst in general paper.
which is super important.
plus its stressful
nanyang.
i would go.. but i want to put myself in smarter environment so i will feel pressure .
so i decided that ..
no matter what
my dream school
my dream future.
it is NUS
and i know i can get there .. as long as i continue to study harder.
i know nanyang and acjc are play hard schools ..
and so . i am prepared to play hard in school and have lotsa fun.
but everynight.. at least study 3 hours . to 4 hrs.
for my future.
this way i can be happy and get results for sure..
let the more relaxed environment .. charge me up for studying or something .
ultimately . its Alevels
playing doesnt get you anywhere !
im like just one step away from my dream..
i just hope the teachers there can help me ..
tho i also dont want to have a miserable school life !! like i dont want to fele so pressured and sick of the environment..
full of tears LOL
i want to do my best in studies no matter what.
dont waste this chance im given..
OKAY YEHLIN U CAN DO IT !! FOR NUS !!!!
oh yeah i wanted to mention .
through this olevel results thing. i reconnected with a lot of ppl !!
and met a lot of ppl in open houses !!
i think its dam cool LOL
met amelia celeste regena zeyi and one more girl LOL
during all the visits to jc open houses yesterday !!!
felt abit like cckps feeling LOL
also met the 2/1 ppl !!
qianyi songlin yemin chunglok
cheryl jian yong sathya
then met jie rou
and also met VER AND CHLOE !!
hahas sat down and talked a while !!
ahh ..
HEHEHE I JOGGED 2.72KM TODAY !!! after like 6 months of no exercise or smth!!
okok felt very happy and cool
via sms and fb also talked to jingci nickson siewyi andrea lina shafiq
and made calls to siling radiance xavier jonathan reine and like many many many ppl and kept multi tasking talking to different ppl !!!
so yup !!
quite cool !!
okok BYEEE !!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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