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since 1st jan 2009
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011 9:42 AM
hi everybody
im feeling
weird
causee...
MY STUPID BODY CLOCK THAT I FORCED MYSELF TO GET INTO FOR THE DAMNED SAKE OF OLEVELS
MADE ME WAKE UP AT 730
and i slept at four.
:(
i couldnt even go back to sleep..
too happy to sleep..
or excited..
but my bodys feeling a little heavy now ..
LOL UNSTABLE
this morning i woke up ..
and brushed teeth
and looked at myself
its like a normal habit ..
to kinda plan how much work i wanna achieve on that day..every morning
and today.
it came upon me finally
omg
i can slack
and you know whats the worst part is?
singapores education system brought me up in a way that makes me feel like
i cant play
i have to study
or i wont have a future
so i feel guilty playing..
couldnt play in peace for like one year
and now
thanks to moe
I STILL CANT PLAY IN PEACE
LOL
its like an instinctual thing
habit ?
always limiting my fun
OKAY I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT
ITS SERIOUSLY LIKE FREEDOM FROM A CELL
but in another like 6months or so ...
im back into the prison again LOL
okay so LETS PARTY MAN LOL
BEFORE TIMES UP
i always feel happier when i type here..
and i dont know why
im even smiling now
thats a bit creepy for a bystander
then again . im always lost in my own world.
OMG I CAN SPEND ONE FULL DAY DAYDREAMING LOL
staring into nothingness
i always wanted to do that
okay i sound stupid
anyway yesterday was one of my happiest day ?
in a way
me ver lynn joey chloe
went dance room FOR FUN
then me and ver ended up teaching the juniors
but i still find it kinda fun
cause like they dance our syf dance
brings back A LOT of memories
de javuuuuuuuuuuu
all our efforts into this dance
i really hope they do well ...
friday im going back >.> to help out ?
limiting my prom shopping time...
AW MAN LOL
to be honest
like really honest
i didnt even think i should like ... be there .. and make the juniors do stuffs
cause like thats like
AIYA
OH WELL
IM STILL A SENIOR LOL
NOT VERY CERTIFIED BUT WHATEVER
LOL
i dont know if i should go back to ballet..
i doubt i can join my old class .....
and ballet grade 8 is really hard ....
i lost all my flexiblity .. whatever left of it LOL
and my strength ...
techinques.
play by ear
going to ver house was really fun too ..
i suppose the journey we took there was as long as the movie itself LOL
cause we wanted to buy all kinds of food
gong cha
tutu gui
mr bean
sharkfin soup
and rent dvd
so it was seriously
walking A LOT
but still worth it in the end :)
i was like the commentator LOL
cause radiance and ver didnt read the book before !!!
so it was really ...
LOL
i was a temp narrator.
and really really relaxing
we offed all the lights
watching in pitch black
and just like
it was nice not to care about time
for a while
no more looking at the clock and feeling guilty
staying out till 10 and mugging till midnight
nothing like that
just plain relaxing :)
ANYWAY
ITS TIME TO PARTY BABES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 16, 2011 9:42 AM
hi everybody
im feeling
weird
causee...
MY STUPID BODY CLOCK THAT I FORCED MYSELF TO GET INTO FOR THE DAMNED SAKE OF OLEVELS
MADE ME WAKE UP AT 730
and i slept at four.
:(
i couldnt even go back to sleep..
too happy to sleep..
or excited..
but my bodys feeling a little heavy now ..
LOL UNSTABLE
this morning i woke up ..
and brushed teeth
and looked at myself
its like a normal habit ..
to kinda plan how much work i wanna achieve on that day..every morning
and today.
it came upon me finally
omg
i can slack
and you know whats the worst part is?
singapores education system brought me up in a way that makes me feel like
i cant play
i have to study
or i wont have a future
so i feel guilty playing..
couldnt play in peace for like one year
and now
thanks to moe
I STILL CANT PLAY IN PEACE
LOL
its like an instinctual thing
habit ?
always limiting my fun
OKAY I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT
ITS SERIOUSLY LIKE FREEDOM FROM A CELL
but in another like 6months or so ...
im back into the prison again LOL
okay so LETS PARTY MAN LOL
BEFORE TIMES UP
i always feel happier when i type here..
and i dont know why
im even smiling now
thats a bit creepy for a bystander
then again . im always lost in my own world.
OMG I CAN SPEND ONE FULL DAY DAYDREAMING LOL
staring into nothingness
i always wanted to do that
okay i sound stupid
anyway yesterday was one of my happiest day ?
in a way
me ver lynn joey chloe
went dance room FOR FUN
then me and ver ended up teaching the juniors
but i still find it kinda fun
cause like they dance our syf dance
brings back A LOT of memories
de javuuuuuuuuuuu
all our efforts into this dance
i really hope they do well ...
friday im going back >.> to help out ?
limiting my prom shopping time...
AW MAN LOL
to be honest
like really honest
i didnt even think i should like ... be there .. and make the juniors do stuffs
cause like thats like
AIYA
OH WELL
IM STILL A SENIOR LOL
NOT VERY CERTIFIED BUT WHATEVER
LOL
i dont know if i should go back to ballet..
i doubt i can join my old class .....
and ballet grade 8 is really hard ....
i lost all my flexiblity .. whatever left of it LOL
and my strength ...
techinques.
play by ear
going to ver house was really fun too ..
i suppose the journey we took there was as long as the movie itself LOL
cause we wanted to buy all kinds of food
gong cha
tutu gui
mr bean
sharkfin soup
and rent dvd
so it was seriously
walking A LOT
but still worth it in the end :)
i was like the commentator LOL
cause radiance and ver didnt read the book before !!!
so it was really ...
LOL
i was a temp narrator.
and really really relaxing
we offed all the lights
watching in pitch black
and just like
it was nice not to care about time
for a while
no more looking at the clock and feeling guilty
staying out till 10 and mugging till midnight
nothing like that
just plain relaxing :)
ANYWAY
ITS TIME TO PARTY BABES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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my P R O F I L E
the initials are YL.
dear reader,
hello. how are you? my name is cyl aka jaslly a cranky female. im going to be 14 on 2703 of 2009, but for now, im currently living the number 14.
when i am officially 15, another year down till my peaceful death at 80. And , i love dance a lot.
although i am living in ward 14, i go to 2/5 of commonwealth room daily. this is the place where i usually get more hyper then usual. i really like the people there and learnt many things from them for my encaged life.
however much i dislike the adults there, i have to learn to like them . i also learn subjects like english maths chinese that i dread a lot.
no matter what, i will still miss the old 6a of cckps where there were psychologists, siewyi jane cheryl chingwei yanting minghui magdalene sinyi. all the fun happy naive times there are missed greatly by this mentally unstable person.
oh well, im still enjoying my life full of ups and downs .
:D
a strange person,
jaslly.
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being F O U R T E E N
14 random facts about me.
ONE basically this section is really random.
TWO i am seriously lack of sleep.
THREE majority of my life is being rotted away.
FOUR im not gonna be a saint and claim that i have no hates.
FIVE i hate people who hate me. seriously
SIX i dun tink there is anything else i hate.
SEVEN as usual, i like the people around me.
EIGHT when im angry/sad/afraid, my fingers turn cold.
NINE when im bored, i like to eat.
TEN but im not as fat as you think. =)
ELEVEN i am seriously bucking up for all my studies.
TWELVE i will score higher for all my subjects.
THIRTEEN this column is really random.
oh yea. last and least
FOURTEEN one fact you may not know ... im beginning to .. enjoy studying . =D
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2009 R E S O L U T I O N S
i shall try my best to enjoy the year.
will be updated at later date.
=D
2008 R E S O L U T I O N S
my weird wishes.
1. a never ending 2007
2. my last day in cckps a fun one
3. to get rid of mdm teo
4. have a enjoyable year being a newbie as a commonwealthian
5. to have a good teacher ms wong rocks
6. for everything to stay as good as it is
--there were ups and downs, but i am still happy!
7. STAY HAPPY AND LAUGH 4EVA!!!
--i might seems crazy if that happens . :D
8. be more hardworking successful?
9. save more $$ for new handphone
10. NOT get addicted to computer i am not ! =)
11. stop being stupid and do weel in exams
12. try to have sufficient amount of sleep this will be never
13. improve chinese?
14. cherish stuff as it is...
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chua chu kang pri school .
i miss it.
i guess this column will be here forever.
there is ISNT
a lesson in cckps FOREVER
not more friends
teachers
the one and only day i will go sch as pernormal.......
is only in my dreams.....
where everything was fun and exciting....
sometimes boring upset
but no more days other than that..........
On 22 nov 2007...
the last and final day of sch...
my presence in this school will cease to exist
those corridors i have grown accustomed to...
will all belong to someone else
i guess thats wad graduation means...
its the same as PARTING
all i got to say now
thank you for all the fun you've given me
thanks for your guidance and help
THANK YOU for your presence in my life
GOODBYE and we shall meet again in
the..F.U.T.U.R.E !!
6A is missed =)
thank you. :D
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